Ive been trying to reconnect with myself these past months, but i just can’t decipher whats wrong with my way. But i realized, i cant let go of the thought that I’m doing it for the sake of me being perceived as better for others. And im not doing it really for myself, but for people to know that i am doing better. I realized, we really need to let go. To let go of the idea, thats its okay to disappear without no one noticing. This is your world and no one can say whats right and wrong for you so live your life.
Being alone when you just left your country forever really does give you a kick. I had to learn the hard way, and I’m still learning. This was my lesson, and I’m so grateful for it. It feels shitty, but at the same time, it feels and gives you so much confidence that, one day, you’ll think ‘damn, I really made it’.
Oh this, this touched the deepest layer of my soul. I am on that journey now, discovering what i love and enjoy in this world, who am i when no one is looking? when no one is guiding me by hand.
I’m in hs rn and I feel all this pressure and I’ve noticed how everyone is performing for one another. We lack authenticity but we also lack depth and it’s sad at this age
I posted something similar in March about this! It's like we're all living the same life haha
this post really enlightened me
To be seen by yourself is the greatest reward! I love this absolutely beautiful ❤️🩹
😭oh I felt this
Ive been trying to reconnect with myself these past months, but i just can’t decipher whats wrong with my way. But i realized, i cant let go of the thought that I’m doing it for the sake of me being perceived as better for others. And im not doing it really for myself, but for people to know that i am doing better. I realized, we really need to let go. To let go of the idea, thats its okay to disappear without no one noticing. This is your world and no one can say whats right and wrong for you so live your life.
You’ve done it again
“the decision to stay home and protect your peace even though the world says you should be out “living.””
This.
https://open.substack.com/pub/naughtyjester/p/why-live-like-this-a-silent-autobiography-57b?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=5o2e92
Being alone when you just left your country forever really does give you a kick. I had to learn the hard way, and I’m still learning. This was my lesson, and I’m so grateful for it. It feels shitty, but at the same time, it feels and gives you so much confidence that, one day, you’ll think ‘damn, I really made it’.
Oh this, this touched the deepest layer of my soul. I am on that journey now, discovering what i love and enjoy in this world, who am i when no one is looking? when no one is guiding me by hand.
I’m in hs rn and I feel all this pressure and I’ve noticed how everyone is performing for one another. We lack authenticity but we also lack depth and it’s sad at this age
This right here is what I’ve been looking for
Well said
Lots of such issues are sorted out once we minimise the crave for external validation!
❤️
I needed this so badly. 🫶🏽 thank you